Emotional crossroads.
So as most of you know we were robbed almost 2 weeks ago and I’ve gotten past a lot of the feelings I had directly afterwards. But I still can’t feel safe. I’m still looking over my shoulder and waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I’ve been searching around on amazon and ebay trying to find every possibly security device I can get without having to use tools. Even started a wish list of said items. http://amzn.com/w/358VZQQGPMW6T
I’ve even contemplated joining the dark side and carrying a firearm. Not only would that make my husband giddy but it would make me feel incredibly strange. I don’t need a delay weapon to make me feel more safe…. It would actually make me feel more dangerous!! Ok just take a second and picture me with a gun… It doesn’t fit does it. It’s like trying to think of Tony snuggling a stuffed animal.
I’m still at a pace where I don’t know what to do with myself :/
